MOVING!!!!!

Well boys and girls I am moving. I have created a page I hope everyone will utilize. The address is UFOchick.com. I am sincerely hoping that those who come here will begin to contribute photos, articles, cool youtube videos, news links, etc to the page. It is my intent that this not be MY page but OUR page.


My blog is on there (all of it) and new posts will be posted there. There are a couple of polls on there and if you stop by please say a few words on the guest book.


I have a WONDERFUL new grey picture to share and soon more blog posts. We have grey sightings here, more on that shortly.


I have also started a book on interdimensional contact. It should be available by summer time and I will be self publishing to keep costs low, being married to a printer has it's advantages.


I am currently working out the details on a forum. I am having a great deal of trouble finding one where people can log in individually without it costing a fortune.


A public forum will be going up this week. The private forum may take a bit longer. It will be for experiencers only. The amount of email has gotten heavy enough that I feel like we need a place where everyone who is going through things can be together in a safe enviroment and support each other.





So head on over and check it out.

Telepathy beginning? A TY to my helpers.

The last 3 weeks have brought to me a new situation among those who have had some sort of interdimensional contact.


I experienced this first and made no comment of it to anyone online. I then began receiving emails from individuals who are experiencing the same thing.


I am losely going to call it telepathy. What is happening is people are hearing a sentence or thought in there head. The odd things are it has NO corrispondence to what they are currently doing, they do not recognize the voice as anyone they know, there is no relevance to their life in the comment.


My first one is a perfect example, I was sitting in my favorite chair, alone in the house (our home is well insulated from outside noise and sits on a large lot) , it was mid afternoon, very quiet, reading a sci-fi book when suddenly I heard a middle aged man with no accent except maybe a bit of an midwest drawl say


"You just need to get drunk"


Now this makes NO sense since I don't drink. I get sick way before I get any nice effects so I simply don't partake.


Then it was gone. It was like I was on the receiving end instead of the listening end of a mind reading situation. That was my first guess.


There is no proof to back up this idea though. The only ideas I have come up with are this; a bleed through from a parallel dimension/unniverse, actual telepathy from another person, electronic harrassment from the shadow gov. or someone who was observing my thoughts hit the wrong button and I got their thoughts.





This is NOT the same thing as so many people have reported that they hear voices that are just out of range, like a radio on in the next room but not close enough to make out the words. I am not ruling out that the two may be connected.





If anyone has experienced this drop me an email if you would. I would like to find out if this is a new phenomon that is becoming widespread. UFOchick@gmail.com





I also wanted to share that I received a huge huge amount of healing from the Beings around me in the last week. I ended up managing to dislocate the lowest rib on both sides of my chest causing major swelling (it's happened before, not much pain just shortness of breath, yes the Dr confirmed it's the ribs). I picked up something really heavy without even thinking about it.


Anyway at the time I had a bad cold, add these together and you get infected lungs. My ribcage was too swollen to allow me to cough and my lungs filled with liquid over a few day period. When it was at it's worst I could hear and feel them suctioning out my lungs for long periods of time at night.


I ended up going to the Dr. I had double pnemonia and brocitus. At one point it was so bad I sounded like a child blowing through a straw and making their drink bubble every breath. I'm on the mend now. But Thank guys!!

A new close enounter??

Friday night I had an interesting encounter with "something". Hubby and I were at the lake cottage. It was between 10:15 and 10:30 PM. Hubby was asleep. I was headed to bed but decided to take the dogs outside and take a look at the sky with my night vision monocular before I crashed.Here is a shot of where this happened;






You can see the road, it circles around and is parallel to the house as it heads up a slight hill. There are about 15 feet of grass before the road begins. I was standing about halfway to the road while the dogs trotted towards the lake (in the distance).
It was dark, the sunroom and porch light were off and the house's wooden blinds were closed. There are street lights around the area. One was about 25 feet behind me but facing the other way. The others are down by the lake.
I had been standing there only 30 seconds or so, facing the lake when there was a flash of light beside me. For those who have seen the old instamatic cameras that you had to buy flash bulbs for that's what it was a like, a FLASH, then it was gone. It was to my side so it didn't effect my night vision.
Then almost instantly I heard something run through the dense woods across the road from where I was standing. It made more noise than a deer, as though it was something with arms pushing the brush aside as well as stepping in leaves/twigs. It was moving VERY fast, faster than a deer or person could move.
My little dog immediately turned and ran towards me. The other dog a middle size mut didn't seem to notice which was odd since usually I have to yell at here to stay in the yard when she hears something in the woods or she will go after it.
It sounded like whatever had appeared (It felt like something appeared in the flash rather than left) ran about halfway to the lake which would be about 6-75 feet then froze. I could not see anything.
I didn't feel frightened but was a little alarmed so I called the dogs and put them in the sunroom.
I had been carrying my monocular in my left hand so I took a look around. Didn't see anything (but I have no heat sensor) so I simply waited a minute or 2 to see if anything else happened. Nothing did. So I began to scan the skies with the monocular.
I didn't see anything over the road area but stars so I turned and looked between the huge trees behind the cottage. There was an interesting star, it looked like 3 lights in one.
Anyone who has used binoculars to look at the night sky knows that the stars are hard to see in the perfect round because any movement of the binoculars distorts them a little.
There were clouds on each side with a clear space in between, centered between the trees. My clear view was from 10 o'clock to 2 o'clock if you mentally place a clock over me that goes from head to toe and is round.
So I was just messing around looking at the star with the naked eye then the monocular picked up something very clearly. It was a craft, saucer shape, it appeared to me about 1/3rd of an inch in diameter. It was larger than the star by far. It came out from behind the cloud, it was going slowly. I got the feeling very strongly that whoever was in it was just looking around.
It had NO lights, when I looked at it without the monocular I could NOT see it. It looked grey and looked like metal, I could see a pattern to it, like the underside (which is what I was looking at) had been etched like a record you would play on a record player. In the center there was something round, it looked like the end of a bullet, if you divided the bottom diameter of the craft into 7 parts it was 1/7th of that diameter.
It was actually really cool to see. I have seen many things with my monocular but never anything as absolute as this. It went slowly across the open area, twice I checked to see if I could see it without the monocular. I could not. It was NOT on a straight course, it made a slight arc downward. I am not sure how long I saw it. Somewhere between 20-30 seconds am guessing. It was going very slowly. I was quite pleased to see it, then it seemed to ENTER the cloud on my left, where it had seemed to come from above the cloud on my right. It seemed to be headed east or slightly NE.
It made no noise at all, no smell, no lights Like I said I got no ill feeling from it. I had no physical reaction from either experience. There were no physical marks that I could find the next day from the flash of light.

Devils and Demons or Angels and Helpers?

Over and over again throughout my adventures with "Little Green Men" and "Things that go Bump in the Night" I have been told I am dealing with EVIL... DEMONS I am told....
As I am sure I have said before I believe there are 2 faction (probably many more) but at LEAST 2. This week again has made me question who I am dealing with.

What exactly is a demon or devil? It depends on who you ask, some will say they are the figment of someones keen imagination, others will define them by their religious beliefs, others picture things out of the movies. I guess I would define a demon as a service to self Being who preys on humans physically or psychically, BUT I would say a demon would be of terrestrial origin.

Now that leaves a pretty wise gulf for a lot of different types of Beings to fall into. I would not however call someone of Extra Terrestrial origins a demon. I would also go out on a limb and say that a demon is interested in power and has no compassion., UNLESS the compassion is rewarded in some way.
The last few months not much has changed. Every night hubby and I go to bed, every night they can be felt moving about on the bed. I can feel them. Most of the time hubby feels them. I snuggle up on his shoulder while he watches TV and I go to sleep. I know when his heart rate goes up he can feel them.
I can hear the machines they use and have become more sensitive to their touch over the months, well now years I guess. However unless the bed is covered with them (which it sometimes seems to be) or they are doing something that causes me discomfort in some way I have learned to simply live and co-exist with them. They still respond to my thoughts on occasion in a way that surprises me such as touching me for a yes during an especially loving thought as if to add an exclamation mark to my emotional being and they still take my hand if I hold it out with the emotion of expectation.
I do not have names or a name for them but there is a certain spot in which I place my attention when I am wanting a response of some type. It's at about 10:30 on a clock if my body is the center of the clock and about 3 feet away from me.
The 2 most important things I hope people walk away from this blog with are that you only get what you ask for and fear destroys, and yes I am coming back to the demon topic :)
This last December I was very ill with a horrible flu/cold that lasted for about a month. It managed to linger over into Jan. and I have had a very bad feeling in my left lung ever since. Well on Tuesday for some reason at bedtime after saying my affirmations (This sleep will restore my body to health and some other things) I just added "Oh and a Guys? (focus attention on 10:30) can you fix my left lung? It still isn't working right I think it's infected or maybe has a yeast buildup".
Shortly I heard the suction (like at the dentist office) and the same touching of my nose that they do a lot, nothing hurt, a bit of pressure and some noise. I went on to sleep while they worked. Then again last night the same noise, similar pressure. Today I woke up my lung felt 100 percent better but I had almost no voice. It was like after you have tubes down your throat from surgery, my throat is chaffed but not sore like a sore throat.
Today I thanked them with all my heart, but took care not to "feed" them energy or do or say anything that would make it a reward for healing me.

So how is it that if these things are demons or devils they do the following?

Continue to stay close to me 24/7 even when I am in a constant state of love, peace, helpfulness to others and gratitude.

I do not have any times when I emit negative energy or anger bursts for them to feed on.

They comply with my requests most of the time for them to stop or change work on me if it is uncomfortable.

They reassure me whenever I ask with a gentle touch or a hand to hold (energetically)

They give me positive feedback by adding "yes" if I do something particularly selfless without my even remembering they are with me.

They sometimes heal me when asked.

It does not seem to matter what order I put those things in, I can't for the life of me get them to equal the definition, at least my definition of a demon or devil. Can I say they are absolutely service to others? No I guess I can't. But I can say they show service to others behavior. So please don't put every Being into the arena of NEGATIVE or EVIL let alone demon or devil.
And To those who are experiencing interaction, use your heart but also use your head and your logic to decide what is happening to you. We are taught from day one anything that happens out of the realm of the "normal" is evil unless accompanied by harp music and small white cherubs. Nope.
Try staying out of fear (yes it can be done) and get to know the Beings who are hanging around you a bit. Most importantly, remember a service to others Being will only inflict what you or your higher self has asked for. So don't assume when you pray to a God they will take the healing request personally and don't assume they will simply do what needs doing. Ask, be specific, and if it is done assume they did it and thank them.
Service to self Beings take, service to others Beings prepare us and follow our wishes and requests when they are allowed to by the laws of free will.

It's been awhile since I have added anything. I'm still receiving email which is fine I'll help in any way I can.
My contact continues. They are around me or monitoring me in such a way they can respond instantly to my thoughts 24/7.

I have never explained how my contact began, I suppose it's time. After I got the blacklight (something I suggest for EVERYONE) and realized I was being frequently marked I went through the "this can't be real" stage. I tried every possible explanation for the marks. Cosmetics, soaps, meds, anything. As I have said before I found a few things that will leave a residue that the black light will pick up. Sunscreen and aspercream will show up, makup base will cover the marks. And most importantly they won't wash off easily.

When I finally excepted I was being visited I began to pay attention to my body. When I would have something go numb or hurt I would respond by asking them to numb it if it hurt or if it was what I call an implant headache (headaches with an absolute point of pain) I would ask them to move it or numb it. I began to notice a response.

The response (or when you are touched by Them) would feel like pressure, the best example I can give is this, imagine an air balloon that is going flat, you push on it and get some resistance. It's like that but without the balloon being there, just air pressure (no wind or air movement) and depending on where you are touched it will have a slight electrical feel to it. On the face and head it's more electrical.

So I assumed I would be able to see these Beings... (I was rather dense back then LOL) so I waited until I went to bed, waited to feel them then very quickly turned on the light and yelled in hubby's ear "There they are !!!!"........ um nope... nothing to see.

So the next day I began to bug "them" Touch me if you are there!" ... "Please I want to know if you are there". I begged I pleaded I demanded I threatened.. then within a week they touched me! After several weeks of them touching me when I requested and having a friend also be able to feel them to assure I wasn't simply insane (no comments please LOL) I began to think OK I want to communicate.

So I began the whole demanding, pleading again except this time it was about touch me here for yes and here for no. It was difficult at first to come up with questions that were absolute enough for a no. I tried things like "am I a fish" that's when They began touching in both areas, i think at that point the response was meant to say "Are you insane??". I soon learned touching both meant "Neutral, we won't answer or we can't answer or your question is not clear or it's just plain stupid"

So I can get yes or no answers now. They are still evasive as to what they are OR I don't have the name that they consider themselves to be or they don't want me to know. I soon realized that in order to not get the neutral answer the questions had to be specific. So to those who think they have contact in some way that's how I started.

The thing to remember is this, once contact is made they will respond to every question even if it's not to them. I have had to learn not only to control my thoughts (which I learned years ago) but to never think in question form. It's quite difficult really you can't imagine how many times a day we ask ourselves mundane questions "should I wash the dishes now" "I wonder if the dog needs out" etc etc...

As far as hearing them I usually hear them as I lay down in bed to sleep. My breathing sounds will change on one side like there is a tube, I may hear humming of a machine or clicking noises in my ears. When I had a cold I could hear them seemingly suctioning my lungs.

In the last month they have been "coming in stronger". Their touch seems more solid, I can hear them better as they do procedures and I could actually see the shadows and light areas the other day moving right in front of me. Quite fascinating actually.

I got an answer to what I consider a very very important question last week. Here is how it went;

Me; "I can feel you and see you and hear you better is this because you are coming more strongly into my dimension or reality?

Them; NO

Me; So is the earth energy changing so you can come through to this reality physicality better?"

Them ; NO

Me; "OK so has my vibrational rate gone up enough that I simply experience you more easily?"

Them; YES

Me; Did you make this change?

Them; NO

Me; Did I make this change?

Them; YES

So that was encouraging. I have felt "lighter" the past weeks, almost floaty at times.

So I think most all of the people being "changed" or "altered" or "worked on" could notice some part of this interaction if they would pay attention. But the higher the vibratory rate of your energy and physical body the more you will experience the interaction with them.

My dearest friend experiences interaction with them but only on occasion. She will suddenly have blurry vision and have to remind them she must see to drive and it will stop. Or a sudden leg will happen and she will ask them to numb it and they will. These are accompanied by chemical smelling urine (a BIG sign). She manages a business office and is not prone to fantasy so I trust her reports completely.

I can still get no answer about why they are doing what they are doing. I have been told by 3 different independent sources my akashic records are sealed even from me. No wonder I have not been able to access them !! I have wondered why. I good friend who also an experiencer (the one who suggested the black light) said it was to protect me from others knowing who I was. Hmmm I found this interesting... better by far than my theory that I must have been a horrible entity in the past and this was so I could have a chance to be a better "person".

I still have the times when I simply must sleep. I will suddenly feel very very tired and will ask "Do you need me to go lie down" and they have mostly replied "YES". I do feel sometimes like something is being downlaoded into my head, what i don't know. I don't seem any smarter and I think that would be very appearent!

They will give me respite from the "work" they are doing, it can be rather painful at times if I tell them ahead of time I have something I need to do such as spend time with friends or a special activity. I do find it amusing that work begins about 5 minutes after that activity has ended. It's like they are waiting.

My husband of 20 some years is now easily feeling them at night when we curl up to sleep. Some night I can feel literally 5 or more of them on our king size bed. The covers will actually move and we can both feel pressure as they move around on us.

On me they seem to use the legs for what I THINK is IV or other procedures. The left ankle is the most common, my ankle will hurt horribly sometimes, enough to wake me from a dead sleep. Sharp pains like a needle being inserted directly into the bone also happens. These pains bypass the skin somehow and seem to originate from the inside. The reason I know they are from "Them" is because the pains will stop while I am interacting in the activity I requested respite from then begin again right after. Numbness is also a sign of interaction especially on the skull bone area.

Three times I have a remarkable experience. I will have lain down because I felt tired and asked if they wanted me to lay and rest or sleep. When I get relaxed I begin to float. I THINK I actually become physically lighter because when it stops my body actually moves the bed as I sink back into it. I am completely awake when this happens. It is a lovely feeling.

Back to the emails I have been receiving. They have all been coming from a point of fear. I understand completely. It is scary. BUT fear creates a lower vibrational state. It will stop communication from happening. So if you have signs of interactions with interdimensionals try to stay "open" to it. The only way to get any info is to raise your vibration by trying to keep your mind and body in a constant state of love and gratefulness. This also seems to help block negative things/Beings from bothering us.

The thing to remember is that no matter who you are or what is happening NOTHING can change who you are inside... nothing!!

You can email any questions to UFOchick@gmail.com Many times I am away from the computer on weekends so if you don't get an answer right away that's why. PLEASE put something in the heading like ET/EBE/UFO experiencer etc so it's easy to see it's not spam.
Also let me know if I can write about your experiences on here, with no names of course.

Take care of you!! More soon...

Lot's of email

I have been receiving a lot of email recently and think I should address what I am hearing in many of them. I always enjoy getting email from people about their experiences but my concern is that many are frightened.

It is my belief as energy changes are beginning on this planet due to our orbit and the areas of space we are moving into (or that are moving into us :) the shield or wall between the 3rd and 4th (and above the 4th) dimensions is shifting AND becoming thinner. This veil has kept many of us from seeing, experiencing physically, dreaming of, hearing and "feeling" things in the next dimensions. All these things have already been there for some time, we just have not been aware of them. As this veil lifts we will begin to experience more.

I have already made a couple of lists of things that people may experience when interacting with interdimension Beings. But it's time to give you some more information.

Most of the information we receive is not of speech or of the physical body it is of energy (computer interaction not included). When we interact with people we pick up on a higher level their thoughts, motivations, intents and energy to name a few. What is going to start happening is that those energies are going to become more apparent to us in every day life. But when we begin to be able to process them it's going to be difficult to accept that information.

As we begin to pick up on more physically we must accept the information we are getting and begin to trust ourselves. All of us are programmed since we were born that these things do not exist so it's a bit of a jump to accept that they are real. They are very real.

It is common knowledge that we have 2 parts to our brain. Many people only use the left brain for day to day life. The things are going to soon come into our "range" in some way are going to be interpreted by our right brain, our left brain canot see them or experience them. So many will have a mini war going on in their heads, logic against feeling, or experience. There does not have to be that frightening conflict. We need to understand that although these parts of us are taking in and putting out different information they can be combined to make a "whole" picture of what is happening around us.

When things began happening to me I was terrified. the first thing I experienced was the covers on my bed moving and the bed seeming to shake. But what I noticed was that for others the bed was not shaking when I felt it and many times vise versa. This happens because people tend to pick up what is on the same vibrational level that they are.

Here is a bit of psychology that may help the left brainers out. The fact is that past behavior is the best indicator for future behavior. These events or happenings no matter what they are have probably been going on for some time, but we are now picking up on them because the veil has thinned. So if you have not been harmed yet you probably won't be.

Losing the fear of these happenings no matter what they are is VERY important. The more we fear the lower our vibrational level is. All things vibrate, if they did not we could not see them with our physical bodies and decode them. The lower the vibration the more we are effected by the "lower or negative" emotions and that is also what we will see and experience. The lower things.

Now I do not consider myself a "new age" person in any respect. But the fact is that love (not the "I love you sweetie lets get it on") the real love that we feel for others is the highest vibration. If we keep our bodies consciously in a state of high vibration of "love and gratitude" we will experience things coming through the veil that are on that vibration. If we keep our energy vibration low, in fear, anger, uncertainty etc we will pick up on those things that are not as pleasant.

Many have written and said they have experienced interaction either in the dream state (which may not actually be a dream state but our language does not have a word to describe a waking dream state) or in the form of a vision. These things are valid BUT BUT BUT... what you will pick up depends on what vibrational frequency you are in at the time. They also MAY reflect your deep fears. The trick is to discover if the dream or vision is coming from you or is an actual probability.

In my experience real "visions" come when the mind is empty. They do NOT come when we are led there by a train of thought. Emptying the mind is not difficult but takes a bit of practice. I suggest to people they sit quietly with a timer in a close by area that they will hear go off but will not startle them. Empty or clear you mind of "self talk", if you need to focus on your breathing or an object to begin with that's fine. The goal it to be able to empty your mind of thought at will and be only in the moment at all times. Start with 5 minutes and work up.

99 percent of the time people are doing one thing while thinking of something else. This means number one we are losing that moment, we are not present, we are mentally elsewhere and two it means we are not open to the things around us that are happening that we may be able to pick up on. Once we begin to live in each moment, CHOSING the times we will be in the past or future we have begun to have control of our mind and thoughts.

After this happens we can begin to work on heightening our vibrational levels. When we are in a negative vibrational state we are vibrating more slowly, this means we will pick up on things that we don't want to see or are frightening to us. Once we learn to expand the energy around the heart and increase our vibrational rate we will begin to come into contact with people, places, things, outcomes as well as things from across the veil that are true and helpful.

Many of the emails I have received include things from people's pasts that happened many years ago that they have never understood or still frighten them. Look at it this way, if it happened long ago and nothing negative has come from it it was simply a time when you were able to experience things through the veil. I feel for many it was a preparation for the things we all soon be experiencing. A trial run perhaps.

The second things I am hearing from people is visions of horrible things to come. Now I am not saying these visions are not correct. But I will say to those who are experiencing them that this gives you an amazing opportunity. There is no "set" future. Again.. there is NO set future. There are only probable futures. What you are being shown may be a probable future. But by seeing this it gives you an opportunity. If we spend our time dwelling on those horrible futures we help bring them into reality by expecting and excepting them.

Thought transcends all dimensions. So say one dreams of a flood, maybe more than once. To simply accept this is to help create it. We need to help to change the probable future into the one we wish to have. So instead of dwelling on this catastrophic event, focus on a different outcome for an event. See the water rising and nourishing the earth in a gentle way, see areas of the earth that have been dry getting the water they need for their crops. Turn the probable future into a positive. Remember it hasn't happened yet!!

So think on this and realize what is there really to fear? The unknown? It's always been there we just haven't had access to it. Keep your vibrational level out of fear and raise it and change your thoughts to help create a world of peace and calmness. And lastly trust yourself, just because you are seeing something that you "can't" be seeing as society would tell you does not mean it's not there. It just means you are breaking through the veil.. be thankfull, not all can or will accept these things into their reality. Anything you have interaction with while you are in the higher vibrational levels has to match those levels of love to interact with you.

I hope this has helped with the some of the fear. I appreciate the emails, I love hearing from you. If I don't reply right away it's because I am at our cottage and have no internet access there.

BE love,
BE kind
ACCEPT yourself
and do not fear.. we are all loved by the Source of all..

Dana

Links to important articles

I don't usually post links however a few have concerned me so I decided to share. the US media is so unreliable in their reports of things that we need to know that it is impossible to get real information from the news.

This first one is one of the most important I have ever read. it concerns the genetic food we are growing taking over regular crops. if this were to happen it mean disaster for the American people as well as others. Modified food crops cannot reproduce themselves correctly, they have more yeild but the seeds are useless. I suggest everyone work on buys and preserving the heirloom seeds that are avaliable. bayer company has been sued and lost and has stated that their GM foods are out of control and are destroying regular crops. Here is the link.

http://www.organicconsumers.org/articles/article_19777.cfm

I am also concerned by this article. I have not found any backup article online except one. However if true there is real cause for concern that payrolls will not be met and chaos will reign.

http://www.eutimes.net/2009/12/prepare-for-rebellion-obama-orders-us-canadian-troops/comment-page-2/#comment-4095

http://www.timesunion.com/AspStories/story.asp?storyID=877570&TextPage=1

If this is combined with the bankruptcy of California it's going to be a true disaster.
the Chinese had requested last month I believe the payment of loans in gold and such gold was shipped from Fort Knox only to be discovered that much of it was not gold at all but gold plated bars. You can google this if you like. So with no money, fake gold and creditors down our backs what will the US do? What would happen if the US went bankrupt? I am not sure I want to know

David Icke -- Overview of this blog

I posted this on the David icke forum and got such a good response I decided to post it here. For those who are not familiar with his work lots can be found on Davidicke.com. he believes that there is a "war" for our own freedom of mind going on between the individual and those who seek to control us. He also believes there is something he calls an X-facto that is helping with this. I agree.

In the last few months I have been through an experience that is as unbelievable as Mr Icke's in many ways, but very different. In his video's I have seen he speaks of the X factor. I have a suggestion as to another way this factor is "helping" us and interacting with us besides creating synchronicity in our lives.When this began I did an internet search for some of the things I was experiencing, like the shaking bed and feeling like something was on the bed. I got very few results. If one does an internet search for the same now you will get many thousands, even on main health boards.

Whatever this phenomena is it's increasing.If you believe as I and Mr Icke do that the X factor is something is leading or guiding us it's not that big a jump to think "it" may be actually changing us. My experience went from some of the synchronicity that Mr Icke went through into the experiences that others are having with the shaking beds and moving covers into something more.I began to feel actual interdimensional Beings interacting with me. Now right you say, that's nuts.. I thought so too until the people around me could literally feel them also. They feel a bit like a sound waves but there is no sound.
All of us (this includes me and 2 other people in my real life and the people I have corresponded with about this specifically) have been changed physically AND are getting responses when we attempt to communicate with this X-factor as I am now loosely calling it. After much research I have come to the conclusion that they are changing, healing and aligning human's physical bodies. I am not special I am just one of the many who this is happening to, I just have figured some things out.
How can they do this without abducting us? That's where I was massively confused also. But I found the answer it's called Torsion Field Technology.The people who wake up with scars, marks, and other proof of interaction are not necessarily being abducted. They are being interacted with usually during sleep but sometimes while awake.
Like Mr Icke's experience with his feet being frozen would be a perfect example of Torsion Field Technology.What Torsion Field technology is is simple and very complicated at the same time. Supposedly we humans will be using it in the next 10 years. I read about it in a science article not a UFO type article. It allows a field to be placed around any object and time slowed or speeded up within that field. Like it will be used on refrigerators to keep food fresh. It will be used around fields to make crops grow faster.
Now how this applies to what I believe is the X-factor is this. They don't need to abduct us to help us or guide us. They simply speed up or slow down time. Like Mr Icke's legs being frozen, they would simply have slowed down time and his legs would seem to be frozen. To heal us (which has happened to me with several things) they simply put a field around the body part they wish to heal, then time is speeded up, instead of feeling the surgery or correction and the healing all one feels is a single sharp pain if anything at all.
I have also noticed that once a person begins to understand what is happening with the covers moving and the bed shaking and the feeling that something has just sat on the bed or on them that phenomena stops. It's as thought they are trying to get our attention.They do respond to requests, several people have had pain in a certain area of their body and not knowing if it was the x-factor or not have gone ahead and said "please stop it hurts" and the pain has been replaced by numbness.
I have no idea how many this is happening to. But I do know that those who do not believe but are having the "symptoms" become believers very quickly when they get a response over and over to their requests. I only understood what was really happening after one day I had been working very very hard on fixing up our house and I had a deadline in which to do it. I sat down in my favorite rocker and thought to myself (exactly) "OH how I wish my legs would stop hurting I have to finish my work this is so important to my family". Suddenly it was like I was being hit with 4-6 inch areas of sound waves all over my legs.. I was shocked. I had felt them working on me before many times but never in response to what I was thinking!!! So I sat still and within 15 minutes or so my legs felt like they had had a weeks rest.
Now they do not always respond to requests, I think they did to that one because it was very very heartfelt.Like Mr Icke says (not exactly quoted) "If you know something and it's your passion to inform others about it and it's true don't give up keep trying, eventually you will be shown to be right" So laugh if you will, attack if you must but it IS happening to those who are "waking up".

General signs of abduction/interaction that I have experienced or heard of in no particular order are the following. (Yes many are vague but when put together they form a pattern).
Missing TimeThings missing or being moved in your home
Smelling smoke
Large bang noise like a large shelf falling over
The lights going up and down like during a stormThe lights going off and coming back on
Scars appearing on your body that go away, or scoop type scars that stay
Your clothing suddenly being on wrong, wrong side out, backwards etc. or stained
Suddenly finding yourself in a different placeTime getting away from you a lot... like dinner cooking in 5 minutes
Having memories of other people saying or doing things they didn't do...those are cover memories
The bed/couch shaking while you are in it but no one is there
The covers moving again no one is there
Lights in your roomSomething touching you but no one is there
Children telling you about the little men
Feeling you are being watched
Seeing things out of the corner of your eyeSeeing black or white "flecks" around you
Seeing light changes once your eyes are closed, Like a light or shadow across your eyelids
"something" sitting on you or moving around on your bed
Sharp pains that last a second then don't come back
Leg pain for no reason that you can't get rid of
Numbness or tingling on parts of your bodySoreness on the top of your head
Sinus headaches that had a definite spot of origin
Being "frozen" in bed
Not being able to wake others up when you experience something.
Ringing in your ears that no one else can hear.

If you have access to a black light like teenagers use for posters in their room (a regular black light bulb won't work) check yourself and your surroundings in a dark room for luminescent markings. The only things I have found that show up as false markings are sunscreen (purple) deodorant (blue or green) and analgesic creams like aspercream (blue). Sexual fluids do not show up under this type of light, (that's portrayed on TV and a common thought, if you don't believe me check for yourself LOL)So to those who are waking up look for these signs, try communicating! What can it hurt. If you want more info send me a message, I am no expert but I've been dealing with this on a conscious level for many months now.

Thanks for reading this Love to you and yours

Being Frozen??

I have read many many accounts about people who say they are "frozen" or held in one position by ET/EBEs during encounters. I have not had those experiences. But I am also very willfull! So I chalked it up to my simple refusal to cooperate and lack of fear. I had read many different ways of getting "loose". Some included making sounds, prayer, calling out to deities etc. Plain fighting rarely seems to work. Now most of the accounts I have read say that once the person has "broken" the trance (for lack of a better word) they don't see the Beings again. Personally I think the Beings just change tactics.

Night before last I went to bed and the work began as usual but no pain so I went on to sleep. I woke about 3 or 4 am. I woke as is my habit (whyI don't know I guess I just don't like the idea of being frozen in place) I wiggled a toe. That worked fine.

But then an odd thing happened (well depending on what one considers odd LOL) a sort of energy went thought my head, passed through it actually. I could feel it and hear it. It was a muffled buzz is the best way I know how to explain it. It felt like fog but it felt that way THROUGH my head.... It had a definate start and stop point. It went through my head for maybe 3-5 seconds stopped for a second or so then started again until it had happened 3 times.

It didn't hurt and I was wondering what it was. Then I tried to move and couldn't!!!!! I did NOT like it... without thinking I raised my energy level (like when you are vegged out on the couch and hear a crash in your house you are instantly more aware and alert and awake) and thought "THEY CANNOT FREEZE ME" (you really shouldn't use a negative when doing this because the subconscious doesn't recognize negatives, so use something better if it happens to you) and I could move again, instantly.

So then I was awake but with a terrible headache, so I got up made a cup of tea and thought about it awhile. I wondered if it had to do with the stages of sleep, the MGZ waves our brains use, but I was tired and hurting and went back to bed.

The next day I began doing some research on brain waves and sleep and dreaming. I discovered during REM sleep is when we "freeze" ourselves. This prevents us from hurting ourseves from acting out dreams.

What if the waves I felt were the same waves that our brains put out during that sleep period? The people who concentrate on trying to move their bodies aren't changing their brain waves. Maybe the people who do react with "thought" and change their brain waves back into the higher MGZ realms are instantly freed.

Definately food for thought. Making a noise or calling out or any of those things would change the brain waves to cognitive thought waves thus "breaking" the pattern that "they" had induced in the brain. Could it be as simple as that? I doubt it, but maybe there is a bit of truth in this logic.

Picture of Grey??

I have discovered if you want to take pictures of something that doesn't want to be seen use a mirror.

A dear friend and I were at the Cottage and she got this one. At first it's hard to see. Let your eyes find the 2 dots of light, those are by it's mouth and you will see the face around it and 2 small dots that are the nostril holes. Several people have said they see others.. I dunno about that but it sure looks like an eye on the left side. Don't look to hard at one spot just let your eyes take in the whole thing. That's my shoulder to the right.

Fingerprints on sheets

These showed up 2 weeks ago at the cottage. The sheets were not only laundered but NEW. I tried to put my fingers in the pattern and it was very difficult. They are about the size of a man's thumb and slightly elongated.

"The Fourth Kind" & "2012"

The Movie The Fourth Kind, to see or not to see? I have not decided yet. The trailers make it look like a horror flick. I scare easily, to easily one might say. Will it bring back a flood of memories? Will abductees react to it? Good question. How many will leave the theatres upset and not know why? Hopefully they will find others and begin to share experiences, like some people have doing with me because of this blog.

After all of my experiences I have formed the opinion that agrees with Dr Steven Greer. There are no "bad" aliens. I believe the black shadow Gov. or as some call it the cabal is responsible for most of the horrifying abductions, I have been a victim of theirs for quite some time but that's a whole different topic. . It's propaganda for making people think they are insane and the aliens are bad, not to be trusted and treat us like lab rats.

But I guess the question is what is "good" and what is "bad". There is no good or bad energy. Energy is simply energy, the intent makes it one or the other. The definition of magic is; magic is an attempt to change the course of current or future events by manipulating energy". So isn't prayer a form of magic? Sure it is... a prayer is asking a higher power to use "It's" energy to change the current time or future. Worship of course is a different bird.

In my experience alien life forms are simply different, they work from logic. Think about it. If aliens have the technology they seem to why not simply take over earth right now? Why not appear in people's minds and have them commit suicide? why not simply kill those they feel are inferior? Good question. They have the power to do so. They are masters of the manipulation of energy.

The rumors fly about so many things, disclosure, a faked alien attack by the shadow Gov. What is going to happen? I don't know. I do know I have prepared my family for any type of situation that would cause panic in the public. We have a safe place, a bit of food and medicines and other supplies on hand. We know where to meet should cell phone communication be shut down and the web stopped. IF IF IF I have understood my communication with the Beings that are around me there will some type of event that will cause problems by the end of the year. But my communication is new and untried and I am far from sure I have it down pat.

I do think there is a possibility that the movie coming out "2012" will influence people enough that some changes may happen. People may start searching for the truth on the web. The problem is are there any truths to be had on the topic? Lots of opinions but no facts, no one knows what the future holds.

Personally I think we as humans are in much more danger from ourselves than any other force. If it snows an inch here people panic and empty the grocery stores. What if a large group decides it's time to prepare for devastation? In that case there may well be food shortages, medicine shortages now or as the time grows near.

So hopefully the propaganda of Hollywood will not effect to many or actually change the timeline into a disastrous one from human kind's thoughts. It's just a movie , it's just a movie ....

What would happen if discloser from the Gov. happened tomorrow? I don't know. I do know that Dr. Steven Greer has informed the Obama administration that if they do not disclose the information that Beings from other worlds are here He and Leaders from other countries will do so early next year. http://www.disclosureproject.org/EmailUpdateOctober242009.htm But is Obama listening and more importantly does he have the power and or knowledge to announce we are not alone?

The Vatican's comments this year stating that we may not be alone, that the interstellar Beings would have no original sin and that they are our brothers may help calm many but there will still be people who simply cannot accept the fact that we are not alone and God does not revolve around us. Cross your fingers we may be in for a bumpy ride.

What She looked like

A friend sent me this and if it is copyrighted I apologize profusely to the owner. I searched the google images and looked around as best I could and could not find a copy of it. So if it's yours and you object to it being here please email me at UFOchick@gmail.com and I will remove this post.

When I saw the Being standing next to my bed (as discussed in a previous post) I did not clearly see the face but the head/shoulder proportion were identical to this picture. The face looked very familiar also. So here is the picture.

Finally communication!!

Communication! I think I may finally have a rudimentary type of 2 way communication finally happening. For months now I would carefully word a question and always get a touch on the forehead between my eyebrows or on the top of nose. BUT it didn't matter what I asked I got touched. I could ask am I green and picture myself green and get a yes. VERY frustrating. I could not determine if they were simply feeling the energy of the inquisition or heard my question but didn't comprehend it or simply wanted me to shut up LOL.

Yesterday I took the afternoon and devoted it to trying to better communicate. I use 3 things when communicating all use energy. Energy itself it's transdimensional it permeates all dimensions that is why when one is manifesting things it works.

The first one I used was energy itself.. it's possible to use inquisitive energy, loving energy, or use energy to mean stop! there are many ways we CAN use energy to get our points across we just don't because language is so much easier. I began using this type of energy with my horses years ago and it works extremely well with animals.

Second I used mental pictures. It takes a bit of practice but again it's quite possible to send a picture out as a thought form. We simply don't need to since words usually convey our ideas well enough for others to picture what we are trying to communicate.

Thirdly I used thought words. Now most of us talk without really thinking/projecting our words. We speak them, others hear us and it's a done deal. But in my findings to convey speech to other types of life (who appear to know our language) we must think the words a little more slowly than usual and accompany them with the first 2 techniques.
The type of speech must also be very correct. For instance if I ask "Are you working on me" to us that would mean anytime but to them it is an open question. I reword it like this "At any time in the lifetime of this/my (Picture yourself) human body have you tested it, changed it or manipulated it in any way?" (picturing work being done to your body). The question must be very very precise and must be "closed". Now this should be thought with the general energy of inquiry. Sounds tricky but it's not hard. What is hard is to formulate questions faster than they can answer them, because an answer to a non specific question may not get a correct answer.

From time to time I have intercepted what I believe (but am not 100 percent positive of) are some emotions from these beings. I have felt some irritability when I fought so hard when this first happened and I felt surprise and wariness at another time. So yesterday when I set out to spend the afternoon trying to communicate I got one emotion. Confusion LOL.

I was having a terrible time coming up with questions that would be an absolute no. I conveyed over and over that a touch in the regular place on my forehead/nose would mean yes and a touch on my face would mean no. So I asked them if I was green picturing myself green and using the inquisitive energy.... all I got was confusion (I have to assume they were thinking you KNOW you are not green you dumb bunny). After I was done laughing at my stupidity (which I am sure confused them more LOL) I came up with a question. Now small children do not understand negatives so I try to keep communication basic and use only positives, not that they are unintelligent but I simply assume there IS a huge language barrier here. So I asked my question in the positive and in a way to get a no. My one vice (currently... ok ok I'm rationalizing it) is nicotine, I smoke.
So I simply asked the question while using inquiring energy and picturing myself smoking "Do you want me to continue smoking?" I added the touch forehead for yes face for no communication again afterwards ....BREAKTHROUGH!!! They touched my face!!!

Now the one big problem is when they touch you it's an electric type of feeling. If you maintain contact to long that part of your body will become quite numb al the way through it. It's like they reach into you an inch instead of just touching your skin. So after 3 questions or so it's very hard to tell if they are touching my body or not because the area is very numb.

Since this is still in the early stages I am not going to say what my questions were. They were basic. It was more of a check and make sure this communication was working than anything else. But communication is there now. If they accurately interpret all my questions I do not know. But we have a baseline... and the saga continues!!

Well I'm published

Well I am published now. The movie the 4th Dimension will be out Nov 6th I believe. I had been corrisponding with one Don from that sight who gave the stories for the movie for quite awhile now and asked if i could do an article on what was going on with me. Here is the link.

http://www.abduct.com/contact/c76.php

The main site is abduct.com

Links

http://exopolitics.blogspot.com/2009/08/torsion-fields.html

Here is a great article explaining this technology

http://twitter.com/UFOchick

Since everyone is tweeting here is mine

The Dreams, Prelude to Contact?

I have had 2 dreams of late which I find interesting. Perhaps they are just dreams it is reasonable to think I might dream of Beings who never leave my side who I cannot see I suppose. But these were very realistic. I rarely dream of things to come but I have a few times and they all played out exactly as I dreamed them, astral travel forward I assume.

In the first I was lying on the couch in our living room. It is quite long and I can stretch out on it. I rarely do except if They are doing something and I want to lie down for a few minutes. I dreamed I was dozing on the couch when the hand I have been holding appeared over the back of the sofa but in our dimension. It had a greyish green tint and was very large with long fingers. It grasped my hand scaring me out of my wits. I then simply understood it was ok no more than that would happen. I woke.

In the second I was lying in our bed reading, my husband was asleep beside me. I saw two of Them begin to enter the doorway. My husband woke suddenly and began to panic when he saw them. I was quite frightened but told him to be still they were only getting us used to them and had decided to show themselves. I woke right after this dream quite expecting to see them in the room which of course they were not.

I do not have a clear picture in my mind of what they looked like but like the other dream it was quite realistic. They were about 5'2 to 5' 4" I think and had the same type skin that was on the hand. They had typical small bodies and larger heads and no clothing.

So the question I ask myself is, were these just dreams? or a way of desensitizing me for contact? I have told them if they appeared I was likely to panic. When the one UFO came down towards me panic kicked in and I ran for the house. (makes me wonder about people who say they have had UFO's fly towards them in close proximity and they were fine with it). So maybe there will be contact soon. I hope so, yet I don't. I think verbal or telepathic communication would be a better way to start. Slow and steady.. I guess I should try to explain that saying to them. :)

The Evolving Relationship

Over the last month or so my relationship with these unknown Beings has begun to morph into a rather one sided communication. I still have no real communication with them but I have confirmed they do "hear" my thoughts and sometimes respond. Probably they hear all my thoughts, a little mind boggling to say the least. They now know a lot of four letter words and how to use them LOL.

It began one day when they had placed what I call an implant into my sinus cavity during the night. I can always tell afterwards because it always gives me a HORRIBLE headache that has a definite origin spot in the sinus above either of my eyes. I simply had to do some running about on errands so I simply asked them if they could move it to my cheek sinus. The I went and laid quietly on the sofa to see what would happen.

Sure enough almost immediately after laying down the pain of them putting the instruments up my nose began. and the pain behind my left eye abated and another pain began seemingly behind my cheek bone on the left side. I asked them to touch my nose or forehead when they were done since moving during a procedure amplifies the pain to great degree. It wasn't long before the touch let me know they were done. I still had pain but not the horrible migraine type pain, a sore cheek was much better.

Then a couple of weeks later I had them actually grant a wish LOL. Maybe I should start calling them Leprechauns. I had been doing some very heavy and tiring work (I leave my personal life out of this blog but suffice to say it was vital that I get this finished) and was very sore. I have bad legs and my feet felt as though a hammer were pounding on them each step. I sat down in my rocker in the kitchen and said to myself this exact thing "I wish my legs and feet could stop hurting so very badly I need to finish my work it's so important to our family" and I sighed.

Within seconds there was a flurry of activity around my legs, not painful at all, almost massage like. I sat quietly very stunned they had heard me and responded in such a manner. They worked for 15-20 minutes while I sat. When they were done it was like I had had days of rest. I was completely refreshed. I sent them my word of thanks and the emotion of great gratitude.

By now I was getting used to them, no real fear is present anymore. I don't like the things they do but I have tried everything I know to stop it and nothing has worked and since I am stubborn as a rock but a realist I finally just decided to make the best of it. I finally decided that morally and karmically cooperating could not in itself be evil if I treated them with love and consideration and did no harm to my own soul.

So I began explaining some aspects of human behavior. If you possibly end up dealing with Beings you must learn to think your words quite clearly and use proper English explaining things. Jumping forward a bit like when I wanted to go to the State Fair for a company sponsored event I simply told them this "I wish to attend a human ritual called a fair today. It is an old human custom recognized in many parts of the world. Humans bring their finest animals, plants and other work to this gathering where is judged, then they celebrate by riding on exciting mechanical devices and eating holiday food. I have not been able to attend this ritual for several years now, could you please cease any painful work on my body until I have completed this outing?" They complied. the work resumed on the way home from the fair.

The night after the leg incident they were putting an implant into my sinus like I described above. It hurt like hell. Just imagine someone putting long needles up your nose and poking around in your sinuses.. OUCH.. Without even thinking about it I reached for a hand. Then I realized they had no idea what I was doing. So I explained using proper speech appropriate to the topic. I explained about ways humans nurture each other in times of duress.

For the first time I felt some emotion flow from them. I felt wariness and surprise. The a large hand literally engulfed mine. It felt like solid air for lack of a better explanation. I then felt my forehead being stroked like my hair was being brushed back. I was amazed but in to much pain to do anything but pretend it was a nurse comforting me. Since then it has become a common thing, any time I hold my hand out they will take it. Usually the hand stays for 5-10 minutes or until I pull away. My dearest friend actually got to experience this also. She was amazed and quite thrilled.

So my thoughts on motive have changed some. I still do not know who these Beings are, or what they want or why they want to do it. I have read many many theories but the truth is I still don't know. None of the theories quite fit. But would a strictly STS (service to self) Being show compassion? Voluntarily? I was already cooperating having found resistance to simply make everything hurt more.

So are they good ? evil? neither? I don't know. All I know for sure is that if I continue to be who I am and stay in the light of God and my higher self I cannot be harmed by these Beings. Yes they can harm my body and do, but my body is only a container and David Icke puts it "It's a vehicle to experience this reality". I am still me no matter what.

The technology of it all

I haven't written in a bit. Things have slowed with the work they have been doing on me. well not slowed really but they don't hurt as much any more. I recently found an article that may help explain what's been happening to me. It's on torsion field technology. Torsions field technology means the control of time within a specified field. For example if your refrigerator had one of these devices the time on it could be set to slow and the food would not spoil for a very long time as time would be slowed. It could be used during recovery for patients after surgery. the patient would be placed in a field where time is accelerated so healing would be very quick. It should be out for use within 5-10 years.

This would explain the ability of these beings to work on us and heal us almost instantaneously. We would feel the initial pain for a tiny second or a bit more but it would be healed before we could "see" it. The scar would still be there but it would seem to just "appear".

If you combine this technology with the reality of these Beings having interdimensional capabilities it explains how this is happening. If WE can have torsion field technology then certainly They being more advanced certainly would have already figured it out. Or, as is highly likely we simply bought, traded for or stole it from them.

So how many people is this happening to ? Would they even know what is happening? I doubt it. I did a casual survey among people I know about 2/3 of them had signs that they has been visited. An alarming number. How many out there would want to know what is happening? Most I think.

Decided to check myself today. Both of my ears had plasma/ the blue stains on them. That's a new one.

Have you ever tried to take a picture of your ear??? ROFL??? Well don't bother LOL. It's damn hard and while juggling a plugged in black light it's impossible. Trust me!

So I got my dearest friend to take them.. if everyone had a friend like this the world would see peace because we would understand what service to others in a balanced and loving relationship is like and we would all want it with everyone.... Love you sweetie!

I am posting the pictures above.

Well I just saw one of the interdimensional Beings that have been interacting with me! I sleep with a small lamp on situated so that the bed blocks the direct light but the room is lit by a 40 watt bulb.

I was on my back asleep when my legs woke me because they were hurting. I decided to barely open my eyes and see if I could see "Them" since they always are with me now or seem to be. I squinted my eyes and there "She" was. At least the Being felt like a She. She was like an outline filled with light grey. She was tall, about 6 feet in height, thinnish in build, had on a cloak I think since I could not see her legs separately or any indention between her head and neck. She was standing bent over me at the waist at about a 30 degree angle over my waist/thigh. Her arms were moving very fast in a flurry of activity over me.

The feelings I got from her were that it was a "She", she was very intent on what she was doing and a general caring aura came from her like a concerned nurse. I believe they had attempted to immobilize or "freeze" me since I had to use some will to sit up, then without thinking I said "I CAN SEE YOU!!" she gave no response. I then made the mistake of opening my eyes all the way and she was gone from my sight. I don't think she realized I could really see her.

About 30 seconds later my legs stopped hurting which is unusual because I usually have to get up and take a pain med before they feel any better.

She could have been a humanoid, tall grey or mantis but not a reptilian I don't think her build was too slim.

One more small piece to the puzzle in hand now!

Well my planning worked out. I had lent my blacklight to a friend to get it out of the house. Went and got it last night but didn't think about it. Got up today and sure enough I was marked. A Large x on my hip it's about 10 inches across, looks like it's from Monday due to the fading. My pillowcase had the same blue plasma marks and blood stains but there wasn't enough contrast to get a decent pic. The bedsheets was also marked with splatters of it. Here is the picture. Wonder if the marking will stop now that I have the blacklight back?

New Pictures from the Cottage August 8-9 2009

Here are a few interesting pics we got at the cottage. The movement wasn't observable by the naked eye. We did see what appeared to be crafts moving up and down and around with red white and blue lights. I have more pics if anyone wants them email me. Please consider these as all of my pics copyprighted.

The Last Month Update

The last month I haven't posted much but there has been a lot going on. I have had continued visits almost 24/7 from what I assume are Greys. I can see them at times. The black flecks that move about the room and the small flashes of light are obvious. (To see this pay attention to the small black flashes at the corner of your vision or try letting your vision relax as though you are really tired and look at one spot. It may take some practice but you can see them.)

I can feel the pressure on different parts of my body. My husband and a dear friend can feel my body move under the areas they are touching. Muscle will ripple in areas that it is not possible for me to move those muscles at will. It feels a bit like moving ripples in the flesh. Twice at night they seem to have inserted a tube into my lungs, the sound was quite obvious, I could hear the eco of my breathing through a tube, it sounded like when someone has a tube in their throat at the hospital blowing air. I could feel the thing going down. Made it difficult to get a large breath.

A new scar appeared. A very large scoop scar inside my left hip bone on my stomach. It's about 1 1/2 inches wide and about 1/2 inch deep at the center. It is very obvious. It was done while I slept I had dreams someone was poking me with a stick and remember scratching it in my sleep. I will probably post a picture if I can get past the idea of sharing my stretch marks with the scar LOL.

Also had 2 UFO sightings 2 weeks ago about midnight. We had our daughter and her family at the cottage for the weekend when it happened. The other adults were out for a moonlight boat ride when I walked outside and noticed what appeared to be a large craft in the sky. It displayed red, blue and white lights and seemed to be a triangle. The red and blue lights seemed to be interspersed with white ones at the tips because there was no consistency in where the lights flashed from color wise. I could see the bottom of the craft quite plainly, well I should say I could the triangular bottom frame of the craft. It had three shiny stainless steel looking beams flat against the bottom in the triangle shape.

It hovered in the sky for about 20 minutes then a lake patrol helicopter appeared (which is not the norm I have not seen them out at night, so I assume someone called or they spotted it). It moved straight up in the sky in response to the chopper and took on the characteristics of a star.

I went in and out watching it until about 3am when I noticed another "star" with red and blue and white lights in the other direction. I woke my son-in-law and he observed the same thing about the second craft.

I did take pictures. I was shooting the pictures into a dark sky with stars. I got one photo of the craft but it appears only as a spot of light (I really need a better camera!). The second picture however showed something rather surprising. It appears to be an energy signature of a craft that was moving to fast for the naked eye to see. I certainly didn't see it. I also caught a bird flying low. The other pics were blank, just dark sky.

My son-in-law also had an interesting experience to relate when we arrived. It occured before we joined them at the cottage. He was attempting to fall asleep (sleeping where I usually sleep in the bedroom there is a picture of below) when 7 greys appeared in the beroom. He said only their outline and their eyes were visable. They approached the bed and he was quite frightened, he said "YOU HAVE THE WRONG PERSON!!". (He is aware of what's going on with me) He said they then stopped but did not leave. Now he is a big guy about 6'6" and a healthy weight with plenty of muscle. He repeated what he had said and rose from the bed at which point they jumped back into the wall and disapeared. He would not sleep in the room again and chose the smaller bed and put the kids on the couch.

Here is a link to a video of what looks exactly like what my friend and I saw last fall. I have the pics already posted below. It moves the same, looks the same etc.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lsHVqXsuAeo&eurl=http%3A%2F%2Fwww%2Eexaminer%2Ecom%2Fx%2D2363%2DUFO%2DExaminer%7Ey2009m6d29%2DVideo%2DAnother%2Dsphere%2DUFO%2Dseen%2Dover%2DIllinois&feature=player_embedded

Since the 12th of this month I have really been under some serious stress abduction wise. I have decided to share, not to get sympathy (although suggestions are great) but to help people who come here by giving them more information. Information is power in my book.

I don't know how many have had abduction experiences but if you have had in the past maybe this will help give you some info.

People think of abductions as ET's coming into your home and taking you somewhere but that's not always limited to that. Many times your home and your body are invaded at your point of reference no matter where that is. These are parasitic beings who require our energy or actual body parts/fluids etc in order to feed and stay alive. I think a lot of people make the mistake of not recognizing symptoms that they are being "used" for food as they go about their daily lives. They assume it's in their head or ignore the signs. Some like me who for some reason are staying under constant PHYSICAL attack can have real problems. I have actually been able to feel them draining fluids (I assume blood) touching me, putting the whatever it is they use up my nose etc. In my case I have angered them and they are being purposefully cruel. I have been raped to the point where I could not walk the next day without stooping over and it took over a week to be able to move without pain. I have felt them cut me open, break bones, pull teeth etc.

The point of this is to make the human target (me) fold into self destructive behavior like depression, suicide etc. which is not going to happen.It gets rather technical with the fact that the etheric body (the aura body not the astral body) is something they can remove from us with technology. Twice I have woken in my etheric body while in their presence, the first they were using a series of electrical shocks on me to keep the etheric body split from the physical body (it's not a thing that we humans do naturally) I was not able to break away, the second time I woke before a rape was about to occur and did break free staying in my etheric body and beat the hell out of the ET. So I am on the "rebel" list I am sure. I have been through hell the last few weeks and although I'm now semi functional it's still not good.

I know this all sounds completely nuts however if you think about it it's not so far beyond what we think they are doing now. Now we know they do abduct people's physical bodies and they can move inter dimensionally. These things are simply particular things I now know they can do WITHIN what is commonly known they are capable of.If you want to know what is really going here is the site that put it together for me.http://montalk. net/alien

Signs of physical attack from their dimension include;

numbness in any area of the body feeling as though bugs are on you (a typical question for people who are depressed, interesting huh)

leg pains on the outside of the legs especially when sleeping that wake you

being cold when no one else is

headaches that have a tiny source point in the front of your face usually behind an eye

a ringing in the ears that comes and goes

a shaking bed, covers moving

lights in the room or shadows that are to dark

the feeling that someone is touching you

small electric shocks anywhere on the body

VERY strong odd chemical smelling urine (a sign fluids are being drained and replaced)

For me the sign that my etheric body is being taken is a feeling of weakness, change in appetite (over or under eating) being tired, having a "sick" headache that isn't a migraine, and an odd feeling at the back of my head.

So for those who have had or think they have had abduction experiences I urge you to read the linked material and look for signs. These beings are not our friends they are not here to bring in an age of peace, they are here because we have something they want... US..

So please take care of you. Using your will to decide this will not happen again is helpful I have been told, but under no circumstances cooperate. I didn't see the signs until they were "in" my life... getting rid of them is a fight.

I have not posted recently due to lots of problems going on with the ET's. I will explain more later however I would like to share a link with you that has helped me put things together. I highly suggest starting with the Alien Agenda section and going on to other sections from there.

http://montalk.net/alien

What are the energy swirls on the ceiling???

What are those shadows on the wall? you can grab this I believe and blow it up.It's much cooler bigger.
Here are some pics I took of "Them" when I knew they were here

and where they were in the room. Interesting HUH??